I
had heard that a live band was going to be playing a gig, in front of a
local surf-shop, a few block from my home, and having never gone to see a live (metal)
band before, I had to go and investigate. It turned out that the band in
question was V.O.D. (Voice Of Destruction) and although it seems hard to
believe, there they were on the tarmac in the parking lot making a horrendous
racket.
I arrived around halfway though the set, and a smallish crowd had gathered.
I watched and just enjoyed the "live vibe" so much. Some guys
were moshing and head banging near the front and everyone seemed to be having
a really good time.
After the gig, I got talking to the bass player, Diccon Harper. I can't
recall what we were talking about, but I mentioned that I had just recently
purchased a drum kit. (my first). He told me that he was looking for a drummer
to join him and some others in putting together a new band he was working
on. Of course I was blown away by the idea, and although I had only had
a drum kit for a month or so, and could hardly play a steady beat, I had
my heart set on getting along for an audition. Before I even had a chance
to twist his arm, he asked me to come along to jam with him and guitarist
Cliff at their practice venue. At that time, this was a place called "Roxon
Studio's". It was a really small venue tucked away on the upper floor
of a building in Pepper Street, Cape Town.
A date was made, and I started wondering just what I had gotten myself in
to...
Since I didn't really know a lot about drumming (only that I really LOVED
doing it), I made a serious effort to try to learn all the basics as fast
as possible. I did this by playing along with some of my favorite songs.
I had the drum kit setup in the garage with an old Sony Hi-Fi that I could
blast pretty loud and just jam along until it sounded the same. (Much to
the detriment of my neighbors.) The tracks that got me started were: Q5
- Pull the trigger, Guns n Roses - Sweet Child of Mine, Metallica - Leper
Messiah etc to name but a few. I never had drum lessons as such, and since
I had nobody to show me the "correct" way of doing things, I ended
up picking up quite a few bad habits, but on the other hand I developed
a few interesting techniques, which I have been told is what sets my style
of drumming apart from others. Although I may not be technical or flashy,
I do have a strange technique and style that allows me to play some rather
odd stuff. (Best compared to Danzig (1-4) drummer: Chuck Biscuits with his unusual beat structures with lashings of Scott Columbus of Manowar for his metronomic (is that even a word?) simple but solid creations - Of course a lot of Lar's Ulrich ( Metallica)'s beats and fills "found their way" into my stuff too. - ok ok, I just ripped it off to be honest.)
So, after getting my dad to give me a lift to the venue (yes, I was so young,
still living with my parents) I eventually got there on a Sunday late afternoon
as I recall. It was summer and really warm. Eventually we got in, set up
and started making noise. We attempted tracks like "Paranoid - Black
Sabbath" and the experience of actually PLAYING music with other musicians
was a life-altering event. Although I was utterly hopeless, it was so incredibly
enjoyable to play music together, that even the sweltering heat couldn't
deter me. I recall it was really hot in the room we were practicing in,
and all there was to drink was beer. Since I do not drink, I had to decline,
although I was dying of thirst. Of course the ringing in my ears and the
blisters on my hands made any suffering worthwhile. Two odd hours later,
we were done, and I had loved it. Thinking that my drumming was way too
bad to get me in, I was really surprised when I was told that I "was
in". This was the start. I would soon get some rough demo tapes from
Cliff and Diccon with some original material that they had been working
on. Guitar, Vocal and Bass, with awful metronome-like drum box drums. It
was up to me to put drums to the tracks and although what I came up with
wasn't all that complicated, all things concerned, it was pretty ok. In
fact drum tracks I composed for CLASSIC Raven Wolf songs like Laughing In
My Grave remained the same since then, right up till the current day. Although
I could improve them, there is something about the simplicity that just
makes the song for me. I can't imagine hearing them any other way.
Quite a bit of time passed for us in this format. Me, Diccon and Cliff bashing
it out in all sorts of strange places. During this time I was REALLY struggling
to keep up the pace, since I was self-taught, it was quite challenging at
times to sound credible, and since we were coming up with new material all
the time, it just wasn't easy. I had a definite worry that my ability (or
lack thereof) was keeping the others back, and I made the decision to let
Raven Wolf go ahead without me. Much to my disappointment. We parted ways,
but it was too late. The bug had bitten. Even though we had not at this
stage performed live, I had had a taste of what it was like to MAKE music,
as opposed to listen to/appreciate it. To those who have done similar, you
will know what I mean. There is no going back once you have felt the thrill
of coming up with a new riff/bass-line and drum beat that just "click".
Pure magic! |
It
was a while. A LONG while. Many hours spent in the garage with the headphones
and hi-fi doing karaoke drum-a-long to the classic's. Metallica (of course),
Guns n Roses, Black Sabbath, The Rods (Let them eat metal!) etc. I didn't
know how, where or when, but I knew that someday I would be able to play
with a band again. Of course numerous "plans" were formulated
with friends about this "ultimate group" we would someday form.
Needless to say, it never materialized. Not from lack of wanting it to happen,
but logistical, financial and practical reasons thwarted these efforts at
every turn.
Eventually I received word that Raven Wolf was still trying to get off the
ground, and this time it was Clifford who what doing the hunting for potential
drummers. I was very reluctant at first, but after much consideration, I
decided to give it a re-try and make my appearance at the "auditions"
that were being held at Atries Cellar Pub. I remember getting there and
seeing a couple of other drummers who were obviously more "talented"
than me, but for some reason, when they played with the rest of the band,
it just "didn't work". Don't ask me to explain it, it's just something you
had to see (hear) yourself. My turn came to make some noise, I setup my
stuff, and since I already knew the songs, we leapt right in and everything
"just felt right". I felt like I really stood out. Probably self-concious about my (lack-of) ability. Some of the other drummers there could actually play, but my secret weapon (unknown to me at the time) was that I already knew most of the songs. That alone made my ramshackle efforts sound a LOT better than the others, and I was LOVING it. I loved knowing that even though I wasn't as good as some of the others, I knew something that they didn't: I knew where the pauses were!
I don't actually remember being told "OK, you're back in.", but
needless to say the consensus was that the greatest potential to "go
somewhere" with what we were doing was with this lineup, since with
me, most of the groundwork was covered, and it really was just a case of
getting better AT IT, rather than having to get to know it all from scratch.
Since I had been working on my drumming quite a bit, I now felt I had the
confidence to actually progress with the others and actually contribute,
albeit in a small way, to the music. This is what I was after, and this
is where it all started in earnest. |